26.4.05
isnt he cute...!!!?? im melting.....
Posted by dotsux at 4/26/2005 08:36:00 pm
25.4.05
i tink im in love...=P
wif ZHENG YUAN CHANG..!! haha...especially after watching "qiang wei zhi lian"...u guys must be tinking tat tis gal is crazy/childish....hw old liaoz...still go "mi" idol...but i really cant help it...
i nv felt like tis b4....tinking of him makes me smile...hehe...
oh well....guess it will go away soon....but da feeling is so strong...its so diff from hw i felt after i watch other drama...didnt even felt like tis for zai zai can...oh my..kept having funny tots abt him..haha..dun tink dirty ahz..jus tot he mite come to sg or wat...=P
arghz...hw i wish jh didnt lost his hp..n he would bring it to taiwan...than can ask him help me buy stuff abt ZHENG YUAN CHANG...he's really really cute can...i like da way he talks...=D
who got "ai qing mo jie"..?? lend me can....im dying of seeing him...haha~
Posted by dotsux at 4/25/2005 08:25:00 pm
24.4.05
"ou siang ju"
jus spent da last 12 hrs watching finish "qiang wei zhi lian"...cried a few times towards da last few disc...its really very touching..be it da love...or...da family...hw i wish...da ending is always like wat it is in da drama..but reality is..its nt...i like to watch "ou siang ju" aka idol drama..though some ppl mite tot tat they're bit fake..childish...or wat..ever since meteor garden...im in love with them...
"qiang wei zhi lian"...tis story involves a family of complicated relationship of a movie star...where all da siblings r onli...so called mother related to each other...their father is all of diff men...there is da eldest sis...han fu rong...eldest bro...han jing....little bro..han kui...most imptly..claimed to be da ugly n fat...bai he...
1 day...bai he's gram died..gram left a letter ask her go find her mother...which is da star..han li..but seems tat da so called mother hates her...as bai he is actually da daughter of her gd fren chen siao ying..but she kept her in da hse as she tot tat bai he is da daughter of her most loved man...zheng ye..but da fact is..bai he is nt his child..but of another man...tat han li had a son wif..which is da youngest son...han kui..
da love part...at 1st bai he fell in love wif han jing..along wif han kui..which also like da bro..in da end..both men fall in love wif bai he..but han kui is blood related to her....so he cant marry his sister..which he wanted to so badly...its really hurts me when i see da 3 of them struggling wif each other..whenver bai he got any probs wif jing...kui will always be there to support her as a "brother"...can really imagine hw hurting is tat..love her yet..cant be wif her..bai he being inferior when wif jing..as ppl often mock her..being nt gd enough for him as he is tall n handsome..all da comments she have to stand...haiz...=~(
but gd ting..in da end...happy ending...as always...wat i wanna see also...am still feeling da impact of da story nw..really feel sad n hurt for kui...u mite tink im jus being cry baby or emotional or its jus a show...but..really...sad...=~~~(
i cant help but to feel da pain...hurt...for da characters in da show..i cried for almost every drama tat ive watched...hehe...=P sometimes...for after effect...even hearing da song..cant believe ba...coz i dun look like da kind rite..?? oh well...i dun really understand y....who knows..
叶子
叶子是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀是落在天上的叶子
天堂原来应该不是妄想
只是我早已经遗忘
当初怎么开始飞翔
孤单是一个人的狂欢
狂欢是一群人的孤单
爱情原来的开始是陪伴
但我也渐渐地遗忘
当时是怎样有人陪伴
我一个人吃饭旅行到处走走停停
也一个人看书写信自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里
就连自己看也看不清
我想我不仅仅是失去你
Posted by dotsux at 4/24/2005 01:00:00 pm
17.4.05
its finally over....after 3yrs...happy/sad..?
wasnt willing to hand up my last ppr in fri...was feeling tat..if i hand in...tat's it..everyting will be over..i'll be lost..n in fact..tats hw im feeling nw...hmz..lets see...i wan to tks all peps who helped me pull thru tis 3yrs of polys...of all da sweat n tears...thanks for being there to help me....for some1 who is always late..pon sch..hehe..tks for all da notes tat u peps help me take..all da help in my tutorials..da period when i stayed in hospital..even help me with proj tat i didnt even know wth was it..hehe...thanks alot guys..
to bren: for all 3yrs u've been there wif me..haha..pei me change class for like 3sems..?? haha..i tink onli 1 sem nv change rite..? all da help u have given me...really..tks ALOT..dunno wat to do w/o ur help...=P all da best in ur future endeavour....hope u get da job tat u wan...success to u all da way...mr nice guy...
to jh: tks pal..for all da help u've given..hehe..we always take advantage of u but since as a gentle giant..u always dun mind n help all u can..nuting to say...=P nice working wif u...fyps...grp projs..u r always there when we need help...xie le..
to helyn: hey gal...!! haha...my crappy gal fren...nice knowing u...really..nv knew i could be making close frenz in poly...really..had some probs during yr1....but after knowing u..tings start to change u know...tks for helping me take all da notes when im nt ard..love ya..NV forget me k..??
still got all da frenz ive know...wanted to spell shortfom but..nvm..haha...yen shun, jia wei, jason, wen min, wen jin,wei te, melvin loh, solomon, vincent, han qi, choon guan, meng yi, jialiang, sam and lots lots more...tks for all da tolaration..hehe..i know sometimes its hard to put up wif me..like wat bren like to say...im a da siao jie...(like real can...=/) really nice knowing u guys...all da ktvs...hehe...hope we can go out often...forget me not..all da best in NS..hehe..=P
im gonna miss u guys...n gal x 2 of coz..im gonna miss going to sch..weird but..ya..gonna miss da long trip to dover..haha...gonna miss DARE...all da craziness tat we've been having..da lameness...da singing..haha..everyting...really lost for words nw..feel like saying lots of stuff..but...u know...nvm...=P
results be out in like...2wks..?? we shall see whether its da last of me in SP...=)
u guys must be wondering where my tag box went...rite..?? ive been looking for it high n low too..but tink its due to my accidently double post..it went into my rantings...haha...oh well..guessed its solved nw..finally..
I NEED A JOB...!! temp of coz..hopefully can no nid work on sat..since im going for ndp tis yr..hehe..=P
p/s: really really looking forward to mon chalet..hehe...cant wait for it to come..oh..btw..got lots time nw...pls..any1...feel free to look for me for a game of mahjong..hehe...=D
Posted by dotsux at 4/17/2005 12:31:00 am
9.4.05
exams exams exams...
2 down n 3 more to go..!!Jia you all DARE students..!!